Admissions Decisions

So after a dreaded junior year, and panicking about not getting into a college, I got into one I'm happy with. And the best part is? It's right in the heart of Chicago. However, I'm torn. Yes, I've been working my butt off to go here, but I'm not sure if it's where I want to be!

I applied to six schools total. 3 were in Chicago, one in Maine, Massachusetts, and Georgia. In total, I have one deferral, one was denied, and my last one I'm still waiting for. I'm not torn for some reason, the schools that were outside of Illinois were my safety schools, and I really never had a plan to go to them. But for some reason, I just don't feel right.


Which is strange! I mean look at the city:





I don't know why I would ever not want to go! Maybe I'm just sad to leave my friends. I don't know, but so far this senior year has been excellent, and I'm dreading the four months I have to decide.


                         -Monica Anne xoxo